Don't ever take things for granted ;

Everyone is at fault.

I'm exhausted, half dead.
I thought I could get more rest after I stop working at AIA.
But I'm like so wrong.
I felt more tired these few days.
Everything just dont seems to go right.

was out with Steven for dinner&movie just now. he wanted to watch those comedies, but I'm so not in the mood so in the end, we caught Rule#1, accompanied him though I have watched it. staying at home isnt a good thing for me now. Steven keep complaining that I'm not being myself today. he said what my body is here but my heart is not. yesh, mayb. I just feel so lost in a case, it seems like I lost something so precious without any reason.

I have got something to clarify.
It's not as if we wanted to break this friendship, all we wanted is just an explanation, is it so difficult?
Ask me whatever you want to know better than bullshitting behind my back right?
It's not as if I dont treasure this friendship.
If I dont treasure, I could just go right up to your face&give you one tight slap without demanding for an explanation, isnt it?
What for waste my time if I dont treasure you girls?
But you two refuse to admit that you're at fault, so is our fault?
Being friends for so long, cant you girls just ask me face to face?
Being friends for so long, you dont know what kind of person I am?
Being friends for so long, now then I know I'm such a bitch in your eyes.
Being friends for so long, the word "split" could come out of your mouth so damn bloody easily.
You are not the only one feeling lousy, we too.
Nobody wants the ending to be like this but you were the one who chose it, isnt it?

Nevertheless, I thanks you two for being my friends once, regardless of what will happen in the future, I hope the next time I see you, we will still smile at each other.
Xujun&Hweehan, thanks for standing by me since then, I love you babes.
Karmen&Chrystal, we might not be as close but remember I do treasure you.
Steven, you have been a great listener, thanks a million.

Boy, thanks for being so supportive, I appreciate it. <3

Walk away, Loved. 11:59:00 PM `

The Girl.

For you, I will. ♠

Joanne Lum Mei Zhen. ♥
Eighteen, 8th October 1990.
Nanyang Polytechnic, Accountancy&Finance.
Girlfriends are very much treasured.
&You'll always be a part of me.

Be yourself, don't let anyone change the original you.
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